Since a few months ago, I have stop having any saving at all , all saving that I kept last time was used for Little-D’s expenses which includes his monthly visit to his pediatrician, injection, milk powder, and the list goes on. My salary is not even enough for me to cover all the expenses..don’t even think of dumping out any money to buy gold coins! Hopefully times will be better, so at least I can save at least RM 100.00 or maybe RM 200.00 a month so that I can have at least RM2k in our savings account in case of emergency. If anything happen *touch wood*, at least we will have some reserve to settle the problem.

Its been a very long day today. Now is already 3.27am and still I am here crapping away. Hopefully nobody will find me agitating. I am so pissed off this morning when I reach office. Already being so sleepy due to that I been sleeping for less than 4 hours a day, reached office, I am welcomed with a pile of workload which I already finished the day before. Due to their flikering mind, I have to redo the same work again! Double work for me and wasting my time when I still have alot of workload pilling up on my desk.

Anyway, feel better after lunch time

Hope for a better day tomorrow ^^ Good Night!

Woohoo Woohoo! Even the Firefox also wants me to go and sleep. Been crashing more than 10 times in less than 30 minutes time!  Means its keep on crashing in every 3 minutes! I guess its the hint for me to hit the sack but I have yet to finish my work. Bah!!! I have another 3 hours time to finish up my task. Should I or should I not take a nap now and then wake up in an hour to continue my work? If I am not able to wake up later, I will lost my task that will expiring in 3 hours time. How? Sleep or not sleep?

Received a batch of polo tee which are have defect..all the way from Johor Bahru some more..so disappointed with the supplier as she never inform me about it before she sell to me. I emailed her asking about the matter and guess what, she replied me saying the quality came is very bad..and keep on saying, other stock are alright…what it is got to do with these polo tee with other stock? I feel that she is not being fair to buyer where she never inform on the state of the item that she is selling.

For me, I can not sell defect items.. I called off the selling of these polo tee even though all are already fully booked. I need to spend almost half and hours just to send private message to the respective buyers one by one and explaining to them..what a waste of my time..

As for the supplier..I am planning to send her back the whole pack of the polo tee..even though she did called me to try settle this matter and well since she mentioned that I can send the polo back to her..then I should send back to her..I rather pay the postage back to her using my own pocket money than having my reputation ruin!

So fed up with my life. so feel down today and agitated. Work so hard and not being appreciated even by those who are so closed to me. Feel so lost right now. Having 3 work per day, no time for myself, no time for Little-D, no time to even watch my favourite drama, not making enough money, tonnes of bills to pay, lots of credit card to clear, really making me feeling down. So down that I might hit the core of the globe..

Regret to the maximum! should have buy some gold coins last time to invest..when I still have contact in the United States Gold Bureau where I can purchase silver, gold or other precious metals and coins. Well, regret also no use at all!. Well, I got no money, but for those who got, you may starts investing in ingots like silver or gold. The price will be going up anytime soon!

Really in need of adult acne treatments sponsor by anyone will do now! Got so many new one pop out in the nearby the edge of the nose.. OUCH!! so freaking painful! huhuhuhu.. ok, ust forget about it! anyway, I been complaining for such a long time and nobody even care to ask. HMPH!  (hint hint to someonee very close to me :p)

And I will be away again this weekend..to send Little-D back to Penang. So fast already 1 week. The time move so fast when you are in the happiest moment. After he is back to Penang, don’t know when will be the next time seeing him -____-”. Have to wait till I got enough money only can go back to Penang lo..or else..one time travelling already cost me RM 200.00 at least..not inclusive of the money spend there in Penang for foods and stuff. This month, inclusive tomorrow journey will be the 2nd tavelling..easily RM 500.00 just gone like that.. and that would be my 1 week salary..kaput just like that…

I will not be around from Friday evening onward until Monday evening! The force factor of course is Little-D! I will be going to see him at my hubby’s hometown!
It’s been 3 weeks since the last time I saw him * sob sob*
miss him dearly!

Don’t know if he can recognize this mummy or not.. *sob sob* I am so afraid that he can not recognise me ..3 weeks its not a short time..for a baby..as they are not able to keep so much memory inside their brain yet..hopefully he will remember ..sigh..
When we are having web cam the time, he does not even want to talk to me and hubby..just busy playing around and wanted to move here and there..

Pimples started to pop out again like nobody business..
Really don’t know what the hell is going on. I think it is due to my stressful life.
Each time I starts to think too much, the pimple will pop up and say hi to me!
Argh! Already so stressful and yet the pimple came and pour some salt on my wound! bah!!

Hopefully with the help from pronexin, I will be able to clear it up. Hopefully..as all these while, no product are able to help me..